Hey friends!!
It's been so long I don't even know how to start anymore. Sooo.... how've you been? How are the kids? You look great? Oh this old thing? I've had it for yearsssss.
Lets talk about fitness.
Or lack there of.
I've started the Couch 2 5k program again and today I start week 5.
How is it that I used to run half marathons but the thought of running for 8 min this week is giving me hives...
I want to be back there.
I miss my long runs. I miss the mindless pace I hit when I run longer than 5 miles.
Even more so I miss my kid free timeeee.
Don't get me wrong I love my kids, but my son has recently learned all the words to The Little Einsteins theme song and I'm pretty sure listening to the same kid song can be used as a form of torture.
Okay rewind, I just looked and this Friday I am supposed to run TWENTY MINUTES.
What if I can't do it.
Ugh Ugh Ugh.
Whatever. I need to focus on today before I pee my pants about Friday.
Lets talk about food
and how I've been eating all of it.
Like everything, and anything. Nothing is safe.
I'm at my highest weight I have ever been in my life. I hate the way I look in pictures and I am trying very hard not to compare myself to where I was before I had Aggie, but we all know how that goes.
I'm tryinggg.
Okay I'm really not, I mean lets be honest with ourselves. If I was REALLY trying I would be SUCCEEDING right?
One week at a time. ONE WEEK AT A TIME.
I can finish these runs.
I can not buy Dunkin Donuts every morning.
I will wear my wedding ring again someday without getting it re-sized!!!
Dang, girl, it's a been a REALLY long time but I have been keeping up with you on Instagram. :)
ReplyDeleteI feel you girl . . . on all the above, well minus the half marathon but I did rock a 5K after Couch to 5K. And let's not even talk about the weight issue . . . or the out of hand eating. Basically just saying . . . you're not alone and we can succeed in getting healthier!
ReplyDeleteHey there, nice to see you! I'm in the same boat, except I didn't have another kid. I officially weigh 10lbs more than I did when I got fed up with myself and got in gear 3 years ago. Over the past year and a half I've gained (gah!) 20 pounds. I've been thinking about blogging about it but...
ReplyDeleteHey there, nice to see you! I'm in the same boat, except I didn't have another kid. I officially weigh 10lbs more than I did when I got fed up with myself and got in gear 3 years ago. Over the past year and a half I've gained (gah!) 20 pounds. I've been thinking about blogging about it but...
ReplyDeleteglad your back, I to am at my highest weight ever and am trying to get back to running, but I always talk myself out of it.
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